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The first week of 2007
was not easy for me...

this is the normal work in AIESEC for me
the MCP election preparation and set everything done
the MC meeting for conference preparation and performance tracking and re-plan
the external network maintain
so this wokload still can handle it

but back to my private life

it seems not so well to keep everything cool

Sunday night... after 9pm.... after a meeting

I met with J near my home place

and told with him a while

and tried to make the clear situation with him

that is really not easy to talk about this with him

just look back to the seasons we spent

same feeling (easy to get tired) and easy to give up

what I was talking about

just like what he did to me

2007the first week

I finally end all the things about J what I needed to do in 2005

that time is really not easy for me

and wanna call Molly...how sad I feel

but I just stumble to do it

This time I need to reflesh my mind first
and I will keep walking forward