To My dear God

感謝這兩百多個日子
感謝這每一天
感謝週遭的每一個人

但是My Dear God
請再多給我ㄧ點歷練
讓謙虛的心懂得去傾聽
讓極度的勇氣學會去克服

但是My Dear God
請再多給我ㄧ些挑戰
適時提醒自我的渺小與不足
適時的再每一刻學會多請教他人

用更多的感激去面對給你挫折的人
用更多的愛去面對讓你ㄧ度灰心的人

這一刻
請提醒我生命的知足與珍貴
每一分每一秒
滿足的活著
盡心的分享著

認清了自己愛的渺小
就不要再吝嗇的給予
把手張開懷抱世界

當擁有厭惡與恨意
心就會變的醜陋
想法就會變得扭曲
態度就會變得極端
這時需要包容再包容
需要感激與感激

回顧這兩百多天
感謝所有的ㄧ切
回歸到自己
這一刻的我
要更懂得知足與感激
要更懂得愛人與關懷
要更懂得氣度與遠屆
才不往費這兩百多天

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The first week of 2007
was not easy for me...

this is the normal work in AIESEC for me
the MCP election preparation and set everything done
the MC meeting for conference preparation and performance tracking and re-plan
the external network maintain
so this wokload still can handle it

but back to my private life

it seems not so well to keep everything cool

Sunday night... after 9pm.... after a meeting

I met with J near my home place

and told with him a while

and tried to make the clear situation with him

that is really not easy to talk about this with him

just look back to the seasons we spent

same feeling (easy to get tired) and easy to give up

what I was talking about

just like what he did to me

2007the first week

I finally end all the things about J what I needed to do in 2005

that time is really not easy for me

and wanna call Molly...how sad I feel

but I just stumble to do it

This time I need to reflesh my mind first
and I will keep walking forward

I am a chicken ma?

I dont want to make the decision by myself

so I turn to Eric

Because I know he will say ''I dont know''

who will know.......

aii...

but I ask the other one

He said "No!"

mmm.....why?

I don't know why it should be YES or NO..

gee stupid

and he just ask me "what's wrong?"

yap what's wrong??